she... maybe the reason im alive

thats only a lyric.u knoe im always play the song and i think of her.maybe i have made a big mistake towards her b4 this..i always want my mother to have the best moment in her life after what she had done to all of us.im willing to sacrifice my social life just to be with her.i want to let she knows that she is always on top of the list.what i need now is to improve the level of my 'kesabaran'=P

its a new new brand new cerita

u knoe.this week is the hardest thing i have went thru.a lot of thing to catch up.all messed up.its not easy to work with all chinese.i found that are so workaholic and too proud with their power.i felt sorry for all the malays who hav to work under their feet,follow their finger.we need to do sumthing.u see,they tend to hire their ppl instead of our ppl.and they might get me in just to fill in the quota.yes thats what i think about.but as for me,i take that as an opportunity to improve myself.to face the challenges eventho sumtime i feel like surrender.but i will not.goin to show them my workin attitude is better than theirs.i know where to attack them.watch out

i woke up at 6am

this monday...will be my 1st day.i din expect this kind of good thing happen so fast.hope pray and wish evrything will be fine.but im afraid of some hard-thing-to-change inside me.which is to be firm,zalim,bongkak and bagi arahan.thats not me.totally.but i will try to build-up my leadership skill.thats the most crucial aspect.seriously.becoz i have to deal with ppl.and i have to show the best example as i can.and for them i will try my best. promise.no matter what happen.welcome to the world of leading+advicing+motivating peoples.believe in urself.exceed their expectation.u go maksu.

anaksulong

this is goin to be my anak sulong's post.whatevr thing i written here is not necessarily true.because wa kakikelentong pon ada juga la!